Pity Party (Ft. Reece Lett) [Prod. Pheeniks x Jvst X] by Sivade published on 2022-07-10T05:03:02Z [Hook] Yeah I've been steady waiting Waiting for my time to shine Yeah I've been steady waiting Waiting for my time to die Cuz I've been stuck up in my thoughts Lost and I can not be found I'm alone inside this world I feel lost inside this crowd Cuz I've been I've been lost inside my mind [Lyrics] Cause I been lost (lost) Niggas trynna steal the sauce (sauce) I was never one to work for em Cause I'd much rather be the boss Floss On em every time they see me Wish em well like a genie Blonde shorty wanna play house Finna introduce her to the pee wee Making rap look easy Yea that's me Feelin like shit cause I can't make a beat Hit the homies for the free Like every other week They ain't charging me a fee Cause the gang gotta eat But it's all good I'm the one who gotta lead By example Ride a beat like a bike, bars I can handle Niggas try steppin up? Get em dismantled Up fire then let it blow like a candle Ugh Sending out positive energy So how am I my own cognitive enemy? Spent a couple years droppin my enemies Focused on alot of my possibilities But inside I'm afraid of success What if all my homies stay where they at? What if I'm the only one underground? Will they pull me up or fake it and flex? What if what I want is not what I need? I won't know unless I follow the dream All I know is that I'm lonely and broke So when the money come I'm sharing with me Famous people they can't do what I do When you're big you can't just go out to eat Paparazzi finna follow your whip And take a picture of you just trynna breathe I wouldn't like that Nigga I just want bread and a nice hat I just want to make songs where the mic at? I just want to spend time around my pack I just wanna find love before I pass I just want to make brothers on my path I just want everybody to turn all they hobbies into somethin crazy just like that I just want my own father to stay safe Even though you're a coward who save face I just want my all my exes to to stay strong Sorry for all the hurt that would take place I just hope my new girl is my last girl Cause if she eat my heart better say grace Every hoe who rejected me suffers And that's what you get for trynna make Sivade wait Why? [Hook] Yeah I've been steady waiting Waiting for my time to shine Yeah I've been steady waiting Waiting for my time to die Cuz I've been stuck up in my thoughts Lost and I can not be found I'm alone inside this world I feel lost inside this crowd Cuz I've been I've been lost inside my mind Genre Hip-hop & Rap