I Swear by Rydah Steel published on 2020-09-13T20:35:23Z I swear Im really wondering where I'm going an what I'm thinking Like 1 minute I want something real is what I'm feeling give it another and I want drugs and woman to fill this hole that I'm filling But I swear I will never let It get the better I swear what I'm searching for is to no longer be hurting only be manifesting good energy try and find it in these verses but it's me versus Satan and I'm more tainted than he is more faded than he is so I start detesting myself an easy target that makes me for these fakes who wanna deface anyone who can spit it like someone who is acquitted with it I'm on the chase I need silence I'm gonna start ingesting the competition once I'm in the booth theyre confessing they can never be besting and that theyre lesser and what theyre texting never hits because they never ever send that message no contesting no telling what I'm ngonna do once I'm in session like try and mess with it. No idea which turn to take Trying to find what everyone finds so easily I mean really what should I make Of this If life's a trip to you to me it's been a 9-5 with overtime at minimum wage Don't tell me shit Because this life has been nothing but a cage with the key thrown away out of reach from me. Like fuck it I'm gonna go in with my dreams. No don't try and preach to me I'm just gonna let it all out now. Watch me get free and get it all so easily. You're living pretty awesome I swear imma be there eventually But I'm sick of talking like I'm gonna be there steadily if I start venturing out I only see reasons that go against me A fence I see separating me from everything Fuck it gimme some benzos I'll jump in a Benz and switch up for the bands bro look mum no hands I got them up on my Bento she tells me there is more than what I'm looking for but I don't even know what I'm looking for Only one thing and that's what could be lining my pockets such a shocker that I'm letting this out of the hurt locker I got a heart of gold but I'm broke so watch me hock it in God's gift to you but worth no more than the trash in the bin when you have been doing everything but get nothing back then I lose meaning like fuck feelings swear I just need healing not really I'm in love with the pain can't you see me kneeling I swear I'm gonna get it all so easily See im always talking like I'm gonna go out and do something but never actually do anything so nothing ever happens y'know but nah fuck that. No more hesitating with what I want to have in life I'm just gonna go out an get it even if I fuck up or fail at least I won't be burdoned by regret of not doing anything And you should too I swear man I swear I swear I'm gonna do this and I swear I'm gonna do that but you only ever cap you ever rap about it and never live it like what's the point in living I've been believing in myself when no one else did but I'm never relieving of the shit up on my mind so I hide in my concubine I tell myself to grow a spine like I don't have enough time to cry like why can I never get ahead why when I give everything and now have nothing left I tell myself to keep it up like I swear I'm up next I swear I'm about to get that check InI swear I'm falling to my knees again but atleast this time I'm not gonna be begging please stop taking from me but I swear this beast only knows greed. and that's something we can agree, now I just want a means to an end like man I wonder what the other side looks I bet it's looking real green. God damn. I swear. Genre Hip-hop & Rap Comment by Li Dommo Keep droppin this shi gold 2021-08-24T21:42:14Z Comment by heyjustkato! So hard bro this is crazy keep going donβt stop 2021-08-24T21:08:15Z Comment by fuzile this a vibe for real π₯π― super vibey keep it up !!! 2021-08-24T16:11:17Z Comment by 4kalex Relaxing sound to my ears π 2021-04-01T08:54:53Z Comment by ππ¦π°π π’π° π ππ©π³π π¨π¬ This Is Great My Man!! π―οΈπ€π 2021-03-30T19:48:05Z Comment by Uziah Role not really into old school rap but this cool 2021-03-30T08:18:31Z Comment by Absurd Turk I really like the calm beat, and the refreshingly more positive lyrics. But I feel your vocals (mixing wise and the delivery) are a bit too loud and intense for the overall vibe of the song. 2021-03-28T07:05:19Z Comment by JOHNDOE1K Hard gang keep popping that shit for urgent ass cuh do ya π₯π₯π₯π₯ 2021-03-28T06:58:42Z Comment by autrioly Ye thus is a hit fosho stg bruh 2021-03-28T03:47:47Z Comment by GUISTY Wow thatβs good dude i love it 2021-03-27T20:59:24Z Comment by Hector (Royal Cat Productions) Yo man! You did a great beat! It's so warm and moody 2021-03-27T08:56:54Z Comment by D_enjoy Cool stuff,trumpet and ambient, working cool 2021-03-27T02:16:45Z Comment by KidReccless This going in for real π₯π₯π―π― ain even gon lieπ―π―π― 2021-03-25T06:42:51Z Comment by Blaq cotton you really dope bro and I think you can do better too 2021-03-24T06:47:08Z Comment by jayyspark [ @jayyspark1 ] wow bro this is actually some art 2021-03-24T00:48:47Z Comment by 4K$hahid Yooo wtf this is fire π₯ bhro π¦π₯ππ 2021-03-23T09:14:16Z Comment by Gizzy @GIZZYTF Good track this! have you had it mastered ? 2021-03-23T09:13:44Z Comment by Senbi heyyy good vibes in this one ! 2021-03-23T09:13:14Z Comment by ALPO i swear this is fire haha 2021-03-23T06:17:59Z Comment by matteo3x9 Sounds pretty good man keep going e music 2021-03-23T06:15:44Z Comment by Jordxne bro bro got barss,keep up the good work 2021-03-21T03:01:24Z Comment by khingsley keeping killing shit bro, sky is starting point 2021-03-20T07:37:23Z Comment by Dominique dope u sound like Eminem bro srs 2021-03-18T19:50:26Z Comment by PrimaBeatz damn this is sickπ₯ keep it up! 2021-03-18T19:50:19Z Comment by gingetech dope bro proper 2021-03-17T18:45:00Z Comment by Saf.ac keep it going bro, nice stuff 2021-03-17T10:58:45Z Comment by Quintraile that first i swear came on hard . 2021-03-16T19:47:01Z Comment by Big Jay Damn this shit is tough bro love your flow 2021-03-16T19:45:28Z