ashes 3.1 by OMNIPONY published on 2021-10-05T03:14:34Z "ashes" originally made 2-22-21 im over my fears I'm gonna start this very simple and with absolute truth - im not a pedophile. I barely knew the person who called me out, I didn't even know their name, I had no interest in pictures, no interest in finding out who they were irl, the conversations were short and I forgot about them barely a year later, like most conversations I had at that time with strangers. the second time around they reached out, I didn't even remember they were the same person let alone how old they were. the biggest mistake I made was putting myself in a space and community where there was no age control or consideration of anybody's background on a daily basis. i was maybe a year right out of high school, I am not perfect. I've spent almost every week of the last year attending behavioral therapy, pushing myself through some very dark spaces addressing my own past traumas. I refuse to spill every detail about my life and childhood, but the biggest thing I've learned is that I'm not a self hating monster who purposefully seeks out hurting children. I refuse to be that image people think I am, I've worked so fucking hard this last year to figure myself out and I have no regrets about where I am now mentally. I made mistakes, I addressed them, I'm very proud of how far I've come. I don't care if anyone believes me or forgives me or whatever! have your own mindset, thats perfectly great. I think being tossed out of the communities I had been involved in like trash was infinitely for the better, looking back at how fucking nasty and awful some of those people are. I'm glad I didn't hurt myself and to be honest, I never will and it only gets better from here. I'm not a monster, I'm going to continue making what I love, and I'll keep working to be a better person despite the ashes in my past. I probably won't continue omnipony other than small tidbits, but for those that know my truth, I'm happy to have you along the journey god bless✌️ Genre i love myself enough to move on Comment by ARCOGA the comments on this song are an actual nuclear war. 2024-04-06T20:31:10Z Comment by Alexeteric Awesome track, wild atmosphere! 2024-03-15T19:36:53Z Comment by Killy 💫 2023-12-10T16:46:23Z Comment by Mumblezzz anyone who makes music this beautiful still has a gorgeous soul. please forgive and accept this man that can still serve you in making heavenly sounds may the people reconcile with my nigga omni, i say in yashuahs name amen. ps everyone please consider someone capable of making music like this has very deep emotions and is capable of love and service very much still and now very much active, long live omni 2023-08-07T18:17:17Z Comment by Kannita dude create another account, Say you're chinese or just from another country, and never never show your face, thats how i would deal with this shit,these people won't leave u alone they think Twitter it's the fucking supreme court, we all can change. 2023-06-18T00:20:23Z Comment by Blupon73 James don’t listen to these people giving you negetive comments be yourself for a chance you’re like the only best producers out there and would like to take your music and bring it to the world thats how much you me to me. Please come back ;~; 2023-04-25T12:04:14Z Comment by SELF IMMOLATION Glad to see you're back. Came through the other side a better person 2022-12-24T21:34:52Z Comment by yung marq beatz. I LOVE YOU OMNI, OMNIVORE, OMNIPONY, WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU ARE, YOURE AMAZING AND YOU'VE BEEN AMAZING SINCE THE 2010s CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU EVOLVE AND GROW BROTHER 💯💪🏾 2022-08-01T21:28:31Z Comment by Nightharmony I despise when a person make an apology about [ the reason for said apology and truly feeling bad for what happened ] but there always people who are never satisfied, "It's not enough" wtf do you want? Don't pay attention to them. Hope your doing well 2022-07-21T06:34:39Z Comment by Jasmine 💜 pedo fuck 2022-07-07T14:28:58Z Comment by winter that's a really weird apology 2022-06-05T19:50:06Z Comment by miklipi i remember downloading this on newgro 2022-04-20T23:18:47Z Comment by the Schmingle this is a serious banger 2022-04-14T08:49:28Z Comment by -_//[Korroki]_Aternak fuck hackd 2022-03-05T14:21:28Z Comment by Mumblezzz yeah i support omni all the way. we gotta get you to texas were throwing big dubstep shows out here. 2022-02-28T17:25:18Z Comment by Mumblezzz havnt heard an omni song in years this is Crunk 2022-02-28T17:13:16Z Comment by imnotcosmo die plox 2022-02-08T15:03:21Z Comment by Silver October Honestly hurts knowing what you did, and there's not a whole lot you can do to redeem much. diehard fans will be diehard fans, bandwagoners will be bandwagoners. You were one of THE MOST influential people to the soundcloud electronic scene, and I legitimately cant bring myself to listen to your stuff anymore. Good on you for seeking help, but expecting forgiveness is downright stupid. 2022-02-01T03:19:28Z Comment by HaskaMoosic this is rad 2021-12-11T01:17:54Z Comment by hoppy Omni lets gooo 2021-12-08T10:44:17Z Comment by notspookymoo yay 2021-12-02T02:31:26Z Comment by {^ZEP_HER^} ;3 2021-11-28T02:14:03Z Comment by {^ZEP_HER^} X3 2021-11-28T02:13:50Z Comment by hide kit if valentine came back id forgive and listen too so heres to new beginnings 2021-11-26T16:53:23Z Comment by Maddie fuck you 2021-11-23T04:46:12Z Comment by {^ZEP_HER^} love it X3 2021-11-21T23:07:45Z Comment by Pull want to hear more music from you 2021-11-21T06:08:08Z Comment by Zekno even if i felt dissapointed at the time, im hopeful and happy that youre back with music. hope to hear more from you 2021-11-19T22:43:53Z Comment by sumcrikkitkid omg i love this 2021-11-11T07:28:17Z Comment by Boba Lee Yeah!!!!! 2021-11-10T03:52:06Z