Count To Ten ~ Melly (Prod Soul Muzick) by Melly published on 2021-07-01T15:26:19Z lyrics and Vocals by Melly Prod by Soul Muzick Hear it in the distance tick tick tick the sound of the clock on the mantlepiece she's out at work, out with her friends leaving me alone in the house with him again the dogs in the corner he's cowering Artex on the walls Artex on the ceiling scan my surroundings take it all in hyper alert hyper vigilant they said she's a moody girl for no apparent reason, she's got everything to live for why's she suicidal then ? where's her father gone? oh he left long ago is that why she cuts herself to let blood and pain flow? stared at the ivy on the garden fence fixed my focus on the cream light shade detached myself just to play dead and the birds outside wouldn't stop singing count to ten hold my breath count to ten pillow on face count to ten open legs count to ten pray for death count to ten hit me with the ashtray count to ten put a pillow on my face count to ten in silence i lay count to ten and prayed for death and the light went out of my eyes the light went out the light left my eyes the light went out so i stared at the ivy on the garden fence fixed my focus to the cream lightshade detached myself just to play dead noone could ever feel what I'm fucking feeling and the T.v's in the backround playing kids programs he's telling me he's gonna kill me now looking for a way, knowing there's no way out noone could ever feel what I'm fucking feeling T.vs in the backround playing kids programs confusion in my mind am I a woman now? separate myself from myself somehow why wont the birds ever stop singing? lets play a game but you're always gonna loose you cannot win when I set you up to fail I don't care if you don't want too play the game put a pillow on my face hold my breath and count to ten and pray.... Comment by SinTaMental A horrific journey into an unfathaomable nightmare I could never have imagined. 2023-05-07T18:14:23Z Comment by SinTaMental Freaking killing me 2023-01-13T13:16:26Z Comment by SinTaMental You're an incredible lyricist, Melly Jade. Sorry for the origin. The incredible born of the incredible. Unbelievable experience. Wish I could have torn him away. Thrown him into the pit whrre he belongs 2023-01-06T02:03:58Z Comment by SinTaMental More tears. 2022-07-04T08:31:23Z Comment by Matt James Great voice 🔥 2022-06-16T16:41:37Z Comment by Dionedra (seraphina.erebus/DArK1) I should've never got rid of SoundCloud! I missed THIS SONG! ☆♡☆ 2022-02-23T22:43:31Z Comment by ✔️ Sagonus Knight ✔️ fire collab melly 2021-08-01T13:46:31Z Comment by Melly @user-681500467: Yes its me singing ;) Thank you x 2021-07-18T20:52:15Z Comment by SinTaMental Well expressed again. Amazing talent. Thank you for sharing. Soul Muzik has done another fine job as well. 2021-07-09T20:11:29Z Comment by SinTaMental Damn hard words. Harder reality I can't comprehend. Tears my heart open, flows out lava burning with rage, if only it could flow over him... Even more important wish I could rescue the little girl from that life analogous to hell. 2021-07-09T20:09:11Z Comment by Melly @glenn-sullivan-116484157: Thank you Glenn I appreciate you listening x 2021-07-06T15:05:30Z Comment by Dodge Jury Productions. beautiful vocal n track :) 2021-07-06T09:24:59Z Comment by 🎶 SouL Muzick🔥 vocal layers are amazingggg 2021-07-04T06:53:54Z Comment by 🎶 SouL Muzick🔥 Fucking phenomenal Melly!!!! 2021-07-04T06:53:15Z Comment by The-Exper-T this is so good ! love it ! keep up the good work Melly ! 2021-07-03T16:31:41Z Comment by Stohgs You are interesting af mj. I hear your questions and focus here. Painful and draining. You found a good way to release it. I digit! 2021-07-03T13:55:51Z Comment by ♎ superb workx u2 nice collab keepem up! 2021-07-02T04:39:33Z Comment by STL NiNjA Amazing job on this Melly🔥🥷🏻🤘🏻 2021-07-02T02:49:56Z Comment by MIKE SPRING shivers... speechless.. compliments def! 2021-07-01T22:53:19Z Comment by Melly @kd-productions-sounds: Thank you ;) 2021-07-01T21:35:11Z Comment by Chriss Hardisty 💔 2021-07-01T20:35:13Z Comment by Mr. DUI powerful. wow. severely impressed. You're an outstanding Artist. your art is immaculate 2021-07-01T18:11:14Z