i hate this feeling w/ cavasoul & soku (riddiman x oldboyy) by Lxst Boy published on 2022-02-15T19:59:45Z written by Lxst Boy, Cavasoul, and soku produced by Riddiman and oldboyy mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy cover art by futoh out on all platforms -lyrics- (Hook: Lxst Boy) finish up my homework then I write another song why does everybody hate me I swear that I did nothing wrong got like 20 messages everytime I check my phone but i will never answer them, I hate this feeling its getting old (Verse 1: Lxst Boy) try to tell me that im not ok but cant you see the smile thats plastered on my face like come over sometime and find me dead at my place im sipping on this coffee praying that this pain would go away the solitude is nice but I'm sick of being alone walked a million miles on a path they call the lonely road pondering my consciences, the deepest part of my soul but hey im just a kid so what do i really know (Hook) (Verse 2: Cavasoul) i hate this feeling, feeling horrible is getting old im losing meaning, meaning everything is seeming horrible I'm conceited, seated at a table undesirable I know that she could ruin me because shes so adorable I fall asleep and I see images of violence I see a side of me incite a riot swear my head is never quiet I'm craving death, it tries to overtake my fear of dying I'll just go to bed so hopefully I can stop fucking crying i hate this feeling that I feel whenever I open up my eyes and now my lungs have started hurting as result from getting high it gets tiring when you always just feel like you could die now I'm breaking down again, just for today is the third time (Hook) (Verse 3: soku) it's getting old, I'm growing old and I don't know if i could stay every time you look my way I just turn and look away I don't know if I could stay in this place with this feeling that I hate and it won't go away yeah yeah my voice is sounding stupid and my grades are going down everybody else around hating me I feel the frown on my face yeah I'm a waste yeah telling everyone I might just take a break yeah I finish up my homework then I go and cry alone everybody hating me and so I walk the lonely road got like 20 messages every time i check my phone but that's not quite reality I hate this feeling it's getting old (Hook) @cavasoul @soku_music @prodriddiman Genre Lofi Comment by Chopstix This is fireeee i wanna collaborate dawg 2024-02-06T02:29:28Z Comment by PIREE why does everybody hate me? swear that I did nothing wrong. 2023-04-03T22:42:35Z Comment by Brayden John your both awesome at what you do just remember that 2023-02-03T05:07:00Z Comment by Brayden John songwriter writes facts 2023-01-15T18:05:21Z Comment by jas I love this song 2022-10-27T17:24:33Z Comment by Kurama SD (New account in bio) this a vibe yalled killed it 2022-07-25T20:12:24Z Comment by Mercury I love your music I just wanna know how to make my own 2022-07-01T16:02:13Z Comment by soku♡ @decaymetonight because im on it😎 2022-06-29T15:29:51Z Comment by jas This song<3 2022-06-23T16:21:21Z Comment by <3guts fucc yea 2022-06-12T13:11:30Z Comment by variable good 2022-05-10T18:55:26Z Comment by krox archive big 10k!! 2022-04-30T08:38:46Z Comment by jas i just listen to this today and I LOVE IT ❤️ all love to you bro❤️ I hope you make it big 2022-04-28T20:47:45Z Comment by Joey Nato i appreciate the raw honesty 2022-04-10T20:31:49Z Comment by James Rylan Brooo this is fire! 2022-04-07T04:54:10Z Comment by Illus!øn Why does everybody hate me swear i did nothing wrong *. Bro literally me 2022-04-01T23:16:06Z Comment by ech0 this is amazing, ur so talented 2022-03-30T15:38:57Z Comment by 20ofive this is fire bro 2022-03-28T09:48:32Z Comment by W0LF_1255 How haven't i heard this yet??? 🔥 2022-03-26T13:45:44Z Comment by often forgotten woah what a vibe 2022-03-25T22:03:49Z Comment by mincaft4567 This is me irl 2022-03-25T19:46:50Z Comment by maesk absolute bop 2022-03-22T02:57:24Z Comment by Scotty Speed (@imscottyspeed) Beautiful 🥺 2022-03-21T21:55:16Z Comment by mincaft4567 Best song i have heard on here 2022-03-21T18:52:18Z Comment by hopishop fire bro 2022-03-21T16:40:26Z Comment by Areo // Producer man this lyrics.... dope work!! 2022-03-21T14:15:18Z Comment by kobayami yall did so good on this 2022-03-18T23:16:57Z Comment by Døwncast YOOOOO!!! Fuckin fire!!!! Spittin flames😩🤟🏽 2022-03-18T22:41:45Z Comment by HΞLLFUL yo can i produce you song! just tell me and ill wip a track for in about a week or less 2022-03-18T22:04:44Z