This Is Me. by Lobey J published on 2020-09-27T14:59:35Z [Verse 1] Momma I hope you understand I know this wasn't what we prayed for It's just something different I know this wasn't what we wanted Poppa prolly fuming I really see no point of living if I won't make it If you seein' what I see you'd prolly view me different Like how I'm supposed to deal with hoes throwing themselves at me Like how I'm supposed to deal with niggas who cap on the realest Like how I'm supposed to face my demons and face all the creatures Would you believe me if I told you things I did, prolly written in my last songs And those songs prolly got em on a high note And those songs make 'em wish I wasn't here dawg But these songs got 'em thinking I'm the best dawg And these songs talk alot about my past dawg You wouldn't get it but we'll talk it when we get there dawg My niggas hungry, would you blame em if they killed the city She acting faded everytime she see a nigga grading I'm tryna make it but I'm out here faking all the smiles How you expect a smile when I'm tryna clean the mess How you expect a smile when it's always two faced If imma open my bottle would you let me come vent? Would you believe all the stories that made me who I am or would you fake it like I did? When I was told I wasn't worth it for the fame and the money When she told me I would grow up and maybe stand a chance with her Not literally, you know [Verse 2] Been through alot of battles you can tell by all these scars Not physically, emotionally I know I hid it well I thought I lost it all but I actually gained alot I thought I'm all alone Veronica told me not I thought I'm all alone Lawrence told me you not alone These angels said alot got a nigga in his thoughts I started questioning my deeds upon these lost souls Playin happy on their phones with no life threat But it hits 'em hard when they see they all lost And you askin' why I chose to keep up with the distance I had cut to off friends, some became more than expected She digging favours from her exes and tell him she loyal Not with a smile but with a straight face Hard days hit face with no smooth slap Cold days yeah, she told him it ain't worth it This Is Me. ๐ป Genre Hip-hop & Rap Comment by Anomaly. prod ๐๐ฝ 2023-09-30T19:17:12Z Comment by ~`Tsebo ~` This is๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐ 2021-12-12T19:31:46Z Comment by ~`Tsebo ~` ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ญ 2021-12-12T19:24:20Z Comment by Bryan Jacobs this is for the soul 2021-06-14T17:23:43Z Comment by Skinny Gee ๐ฅ๐ฅ 2021-04-06T07:57:44Z Comment by On.theWallยฎ๏ธ ะฮนg ฯ pั ะฒro ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฟ๐ฆ 2021-03-24T06:32:32Z Comment by Excellent Ahh๐ชโค๏ธ 2020-09-28T20:08:58Z Comment by Maba Flesh ๐ฏ๐ฅโค๏ธ 2020-09-28T01:18:58Z Comment by Tremin_ZA preachโค๐ช 2020-09-27T19:13:41Z Comment by Cool T Musiq ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฏ 2020-09-27T16:55:03Z