Fall by @Giavanni $pooky published on 2021-06-24T23:52:09Z I've been through pain and trauma, over women, friends, or not being social. the story behind this is sad so I might as well express it to you I lost my only sense of hope when my girlfriend left me. a couple days later a friend of mine committed suicide. I thought it was a joke, tell I saw the news. I recovered from my bad state of mind at the time, I was fully capable of being a normal human being again. then as soon as I was fully cleared my grandpa who has been my only friend for so long got into a car crash on may 7th, 2019. that was the day before my birthday, I was about to be 15. he survived and was in the hospital for awhile, roughly two weeks. we got a call from my parents and we had to go to the hospital in rapid city South Dakota. I waited in the waiting room for what seemed like hours. my dad told me we didn't have to go in to the room. he said that he wouldn't look like the grandpa we knew. we walked in and waited for the first one to say goodbye. as soon as I said goodbye, which I was the first to do. the monitor started to count from a bpm of 137 to eventually zero. my dad grabbed me before I could do something. I was holding his hand the whole way. I sobbed in my dads arms and kept saying one thing. "I didn't even say sorry its all my fault, my karma got to him." he looked me dead in the eyes and kept telling me I'm not the cause. and I still don't believe him to this day. hope you all enjoy this story, and feel the road I walked alone Genre Pop Comment by Chris of Earth This is dope man š„š¤ 2021-09-08T22:27:44Z Comment by Getagripp š šļø š šļø š 2021-09-07T20:16:21Z Comment by Tfmb_ky I mostly only listen to rap but you put me on bro this will help me through some rough timesš„² 2021-06-25T13:38:51Z Comment by bag chasaš°šÆ no just no 2021-06-25T00:12:21Z Comment by @Giavanni $pooky @oversobriety: thanks man 2021-06-25T00:01:58Z