i'm either numb or i feel way too much (prod. cloud cadet) by cavasoul published on 2021-07-25T20:34:09Z i’m either numb or i feel way too much i’ve come to terms who i am and how it’s just my luck i always hated change i hate it worse involving breaking up when i can feel i gotta front i’m always acting tough i’m missing all the days with not a worry in the world cause now i’m in a daze just tryna make some sense of it as soon as i climb out i fall into a deeper pit of darkness leaving me to wonder if i never found my way out would i be missed when i open up my eyes all i see and all i feel is leading to demise the emptiness and shattered dreams the things that keep me up at night the constant question what it means it got me looking to the skies like like like why why do i feel like this anxiety has got a hold on me it’s got a tight grip my fist striking the concrete while on night shift so many people but i still don’t know where i fit i don’t wanna work a normal job i got dreams i could reach if i carry on i have days when i feel like i could be on top but then most of the other days i hate every single song when i open up my eyes all i see and all i feel is leading to demise the emptiness and shattered dreams the things that keep me up at night the constant question what it means it got me looking to the skies like like like why why do good people have to go through bad things why do people like you more when you have a little fame why do people have advice for you when they are not the same why can i not explain the reason that i have this pain i don’t know if it’s cause and effect i don’t know if it’s something that i’m bound with to my death all i know is that half the time i feel like i am dead and the other half anticipate for when it comes again when i open up my eyes all i see and all i feel is leading to demise the emptiness and shattered dreams the things that keep me up at night the constant question what it means it got me looking to the skies like like like why Genre lofi Comment by niggatookmykfc straight heat and can we agnalage the comments from the girl saying her mom died to I like this song 2023-05-06T01:17:03Z Comment by AkiseLight Jeez, i love this song ._. 2021-12-27T15:29:56Z Comment by iloveher Bro.. this is just amazing 2021-11-19T04:48:13Z Comment by 새벽 ❤️🩹 2021-09-30T16:17:33Z Comment by Oesne this beat is perfect for this song, amazing bro 2021-09-19T06:59:49Z Comment by 🖤🕸Luca🕸🖤 Worst thing I’ve herd is at age 7 being told in the car “ mom died, she isn’t coming back home from the hospital “ my mom went through 3 years of cancer and died when I was 7 the worst pain is not saying goodbye . I blame myself every day but it’s been 7 years I remember those swords punching me as those words escaped my father’s mouth I haven’t felt since I’m just numb ….. 2021-09-13T02:16:34Z Comment by imagine_being_short your vocals are the best with this song 2021-09-08T04:10:35Z Comment by re: i cant stop listening to this song man you really pulled at my heart strings i love you 2021-09-03T23:51:12Z